Oon Myung…

(Korean: Original)
Sarangeul jal moreugesseo
Ireohge dagaol jul nan molrasseo

Nae maeumjochado sarang apeseoneun nae tteusdaero andwae
ireol jul alassdeoramyeon
Cheombuteo shijakhajido anhasseo

Babocheoreom ijewaseoya nan dwineujeun huhoereul hago isseo
Niga sarangi doeji anhgireul bileosseo
Neomaneun jeoldaero anigireul bileosseo

Neon sarangi anilgeorago sudo eobshi nareul sokyeowasseo
Jamshi seuchyeoganeun inyeonigil baraesseo
Apeun sanghcoman naege namgyeojiltenikka
Hajiman almyeonseodo neoui modeun geoshi yokshimina
Jakku seulpeojyeo

Jalmosdoen shijakirago
Geureohge swipge saeng-gak haesseossneunde

Eonjedeun beoril su isseulgeorago nan miteosseossneunde
Eotteohge nan haeya halji eodiseo buteoga jalmosdoen geonji

Ni sarangeul pihaeya haneunde
Ni modeunge neomu geuriwojyeo

Niga sarangi doeji anhgireul bileosseo
Neomaneun jeoldaero anigireul bileosseo
Neon sarangi anilgeorago sudo eobshi nareul sokyeowasseo
Jamshi seuchyeoganeun inyeonigil baraesseo
Apeun sangcheoman naege namgyeojiltenikka
Hajiman almyeonseodo neoui modeun geoshi yokshimina

Ijen neo animyeon amu-uimi eobsneunde
Ije nado nareul eojjeolsuga eobsneunde
Neoreul jiwoyaman handaneun sashildeuli oneuldo nal

Deo himdeulge hae

English translation:

I don’t really know love
I didn’t know it’d come like this

I can’t seem to control my heart when it comes to love
I wouldn’t have started if I knew it’d be like this

Now that it’s too late to turn back, I’m having regrets
I hoped you wouldn’t be love
I hoped that you wouldn’t be my love

I told myself I didn’t love you
I hoped we were just passing acquaintances
Because all I’ll have left is pain
But even so, I want you
It’s making me sad

A wrong start.
That’s all I saw it as

I believed I could let you go any time
I don’t know what went wrong

I have to avoid your love
But I long for you

I hoped you wouldn’t be love
I hoped that you wouldn’t be my love

I told myself I didn’t love you
I hoped we were just passing acquaintances
Because all I’ll have left is pain
But even so, I want you
It’s making me sad

Now I’m nothing without you
I can’t do anything about it
Knowing that I must erase you…
Makes my life harder

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I don’t know what’s with this song and why I’m inclined to listen to it during rainy seasons. In my earlier post, I said that there is always one song that I associate with a person close to my heart. Oon Myung is one.

I met this wonderful guy months after my boyfriend broke up with me. (Now I can say that. Before, I used to think that it was a mutual decision.) We shared the same interests like photography and swimming. We communicate with each other everyday. We shared dreams and fears. He listened to my storied and so did I to him. We were almost a couple until he stopped seeing me.

I tried to find out his sudden change of heart. If we couldn’t be a couple, then maybe we could be friends. After months of trying to win him back, I just gave up. Shit happens at the least expected time.

The worst part was I missed him a lot. I don’t know how he viewed our little friendship and how he thought of me as a person to just ruin everything. But who needs an answer if everything just went clueless? I wish we were just plain acquaintances. Then I can talk about him sans any trace of our special past.