I remember the boy…
But I don’t remember the feelings anymore…
It’s a Joey Albert song and it applies to me. It’s been weeks now since I always dream of my ex-boyfriend. The dream was not sweet; it left me hurt feelings when I wake up. I don’t hate the guy and I never hated him for all the bad things that he did to me. I don’t know if I am just too forgiving or I just loved him that much.
I can’t remember of a single incident that he said he’ll love me forever.
I can’t remember the good times with him.
I can’t remember how I used to feel for him, his favorites and so on.
But why am I dreaming of him lately?
I looked at the calendar….today is supposed to be our
That explains the dreams. Maybe my subconscious is
telling me that many years ago, I was with him. And I was
happy with him a long time ago. I can’t remember his face.
I can’t remember much of him. Maybe I never really loved
him. Maybe what happened then was just an obsession.
Because I don’t remember falling in love with him….in the
truest sense of the word…..