Love Begets Pain

I’m not in good mood today. I’m unreasonably jealous of Miel’s past girlfriends. I’m unreasonably jealous whenever he’s talking with someone else. I dunno. It must be my hormones. He assured me that he loves me very much; that we’re already on our wedding preparation.

I remember when I was still not yet in love with him, he was just another date. Now that I’m falling for him each day, I feel so confused. I love him but I want to shield myself from the pains of jealousy.