Am I Officially Engaged?

New boyfriend expresses his desire to settle down with me next year. June 9, 2009 seems like a good wedding date. We don’t intend to make this wedding extravagant; we plan to make it as simple as possible. I don’t have the guts to ask him how much he has saved for him to have the balls to propose to me. I am still assessing my feelings for him if it’s true love or just infatuation.

Anyways, he is bent on marrying me next year. He belongs to a different religion and he asks me to be converted. I have attended two sessions with him and so far, I don’t see anything wrong in their beliefs.

I am still praying if I will push through with the wedding next year. He’s a good person and I don’t want to give him false hopes that I truly love him. Everyday is a special day, though. He loves me very much and he tries hard to prove it to me.

Am I officially engaged? Maybe yes….